ek kuch kavita sa adarniy Anamika Amber kay liye likhne ki pratyn kiya hai ek asafal si chaytha ki hai -- mujeh umeed hai charan sparsh karni ki aagiye tow day hi daygi -- nahi tow mayre Guru Vishwaas saheb manch par bhi hai -- woh zuroor sifarish karige -- agar aisi aapaat kaalin samasaya aan pade tow -- ab jin se akshar seekha -- yahi koi chaalis kuch varsh ke baad -- bas etni himaqat ho payi hai -- Harivansh Rai Ji ki kavita khaas kar Sankrit waalay khatin bhaag kisi din Amber Ji shayad mujeh us ka tatpr bataiye -- aap ka Wikipedia par Bio padh raha tha -- abhi tak mujeh un kaviyow ke naam tak nahi pata jin ka anuwaad aapne kiya -- mayre bhi jaisi shishs hote hai -- shayad aap logow ko mujh par garv hota hai -- lekin mujeh khayad hai mein pura nahi utar saka -- esliye chuphta phirta hu -- lekin mayri siyah choti parshiye ke bhe kaale chehra hota hai aur un par bade bade prashn-chinh -- aisi ki kisi jawaab ki talaash mein es taraf ka rukh kiya -- bay ektiyaar pak badh chale -- yaha tak ki es dwar par aa ruka: bas yahi pashaymaani hai -- bikshuk hu aur phir atithi bhi hu -- yeh kya hai dharm-sankat hai -- aap etni chuph etni maun kyu hai kya aaj maun vrath hai -- amawas hi ki thithi hai -- ji haa bilkul meine theek se dekha tha -- phir es jheel mein yeh kaisi roshni hai yeh kaisi halchal hai -- moti nahi chahiye -- swarn nagri yeh kab meinay maga -- yeh kya hai -- laxman rekha tow nahi hai -- mein woh nahi -- par mayri bhi ek desh -- jaha mayri taqdeer kar rahi hai aap ki paritksha -- theek theek mayra kya hai -- dukhi maun laut raha hu -- par pata nahi woh kaun thi -- bahut bade vidwaan -- rishi muni fala fala kah rahi the -- tok diya -- takeed ki -- wahi ruk wahi tahar -- eski paritksha kar tum dunow ki pratiksha kay li -- yahi pratigya kar -- yeh prem hai -- woh wahi hai -- nazre dari hui sahmi hui -- yeh darwaaze par kiski dastak -- kis ke kadam hai....etna maun hai -- par hai yeh kaun hai -- ajnabi hai rahgeer hai -- phir yeh uski aakhow mein mayri chavi mayri har unlikihi unkahi kavita -- yeh kaisa darpan hai -- himmat us mein tow hai hi nahi -- par mein yu kyu es kadar hu dari dari -- yeh kaisa prem hai -- pata nahi kaun hai -- phir yeh jaata kyu nahi mayre mann say -- pata nahi kaisa asayb kaisa bhoot pret hai -- pata nahi kaha se aa gaya maha kavi tulsidaas ka param shishs hindi kavita likhni ki chaytha....kahugi yeh kasht kyu -- etne dukh kyu diya -- ab etne dusht lagi -- chidiya kabootar kar raha hai -- kabhi ayi mayre ghar kah raha hai -- chai ke liye tow poochna hi padyga -- shisht hai -- charitr hai -- sammaan sammohan sambhoodhan -- har gun -- par wahi dhun -- shabd-kosh mein aap ke naam ka arth mil tow jayega na -- parinaam bhi milayga kahugi -- kya purvinaam -- prasthaan -- yeh matr-mukht kuch ajeeb sa vichatr shabd nahi -- aap ki kya woh kya kahti hai tippati hai agar es par agar ek nibandh aap samjh rahi hai na -- ji ji aur chai layge -- chai -- ji ji - chai - ji -- chai se mujeh yaad aaya -- haa ab etna aagrh kar rahi hai tow -- chai se waise kya yaad aaya -- yeh toothi phooti yeh es tarah ki hindi bhaasha ka upyog hota hai aap ke mahaan shaher mein -- shayad mujeh chalna chahiye -- jaate jaate -- ye hai reth ka samandar -- yaha chao chal rahi hai -- tu jo saath de tow mujh ko -- ye safar bhi kaware -- sun liya -- jaiye kuware char sow bees shaiyer aur chaalis saal baad ayi -- dusra bhaag lay ke -- aray ab phir ruk gaye -- ab kya anguli maal daku ki trahi tahi wahi kahani yaad aa gayi ya woh koi nibhnad tha....hindi aati nahi hai aur urdu seeke nahi -- aur shayeri kar rahe hai --

dekhi aisi bhi vidam-na
pichre kay theek upar hi chidiya ka basera

kisi ki kaid -- kisi ki umar bhar ki saza
esay us ki khuski -- usay iska koft

esay azaadi ka mahatav tha
usay bhi tow haa tha ahsaas swatantr jeevan ka

saath tow din raat guzar gaye
saath thay -- par saath nahi
esay parr hai parwaaz nahi
uski udaan mein ab woh vishwaas nahi

yeh kaun hai yeh kaisay geet hai kaisi hai yeh kavita
la do mujeh haa bay jhijhak har vishy
jab meera ne piya tha
ab dekho enhay dekhnay ke baad
mayra mann bhi vyakul aur dolta

kyu nahi mein -- kab nahi mein
yeh sarasar tohmat hai ilzaam hai
jab aap kahti hai
mein bhi tow saath saath bolta
ek laher badal dayti hai
kai musafirio ki dagar
bas mein hi hu jo
kinare kinare
us kay kadam tatoolta
kyu etna waqt waha baywajah
yeh kya hai yeh kaisa junoon hai
reth ke nishaan
apne ghar ke aagan mein dhoondhta

zami par ladkhada gaya
kabhi us taraf gaya
kabhi es taraf mudha
kirnow se aakh michilye
meinay kab kaha mein khelta
bay-ikhtaar nazar uth gayi
umr bhar ke tohmat hai
etni himmat aa gayi

etne hi shabd hai
kavi shayar yeh mein
kab kaise samjhta
bas rekhao mein
unke aarth tatolta
aakhoe aisi thi jasi
mayra wajood tol gaye
kuch kahti nahi thi
bas phir yeh kaisi sargooshiya

aasu nahi the tow phir who kya
varsha rukhi hi thi
phir badal ghar dhoodhta
shabd ka chayan nahi
tum kaun ho kya chaal chalan nahi

tow meinay bhi tapaak se kaha
aaj gahen hai ka gahen nahi
yeh amber par aaj chandrama ka naman kyu nahi
kya disha kaisi pariskha
dekho mayri aakhow mein
maun shabd aasu khwaab
kya yeh tum nahi ho
phir yeh kyu kahti ho jhoot
kay tum mayri dulhan nahi
tum mayri dulhan nahi

ab phir koi rasm nahi
kasm nahi
tum hi prarahbh ho
ha ha bas mayri mohabbat ka
abhi tow yeh aaarambh bhi nahi

yahi nakshtr hai
yeh maun nimatrn
sach kaho bas ek dafa
tumeh mujeh say sach prem nahi