heart-wrenching shrieks of my soul . . . . / primal scream

Year: Early 2000 -- My first bout / episode of schizophrenia -- I started mimicking -- mirroring moods -- I was like you're okay -- I'm okay -- I mean: If people around me are in a good mood -- I don't know how to put this . . . . that pepped me up -- If someone is upset -- I get worried -- Is it something that I did -- If someone is shouting at someone -- angry with someone I get nervous --