Delusionist...

I've schizophrenia -- My delusion is that I believe quite obstinately that EVERYTHING is STAGE-MANAGED -- And, I get DOCTORED information -- All interactions and events are PSEUDO -- My world is full of decoy ducks and snitchers -- It's fairly discreet and inconspicuous puppetry -- Someone is pulling my strings -- I don't know: Who? and, Why? -- Something to do with my amnesia thingy? I'm dim-witted -- I don't understand its purpose -- it's all Greek to me.